I guess I'm not so ugly today.  I got over it last night.  But I had a weird dream.  In the dream Dwayne and I were going to visit some friends for the holidays.  Only I have no idea who these people were.  I knew them in my dream though.  So we got to their house and were getting settled in, when Dwayne and I started arguing about something.  I don't remember now what we were arguing about.  I do remember we brought our dog with us, only it wasn't Keisha.  Alot happened in the dream but it's all fuzzy now.  The only thing that is still vivid to me is that Dwayne got so mad at me that he told me as soon as our visit was over and we returned home he was going to move out and divorce me.  And I was completely distraught.  And then the dream ended.

I can not count how many times I dream about Dwayne either leaving me or not loving me anymore or a hundred variations of either one of those scenarios.  I hardly ever have dreams where he is loving and kind and warm.  It's really weird because 97% of the time he is a wonderful husband to me and is all kinds of wonderful things.  It's not like I have anything to feel insecure about.  Our marriage is very strong and forever.  I have no idea why I dream the dreams I dream.  So weird.

So yeah... I'm not as PMSy as I was yesterday, although I still am somewhat.  Yesterday I was ugly, today I'm fine except maybe a little sad.  And my tummy hurted me this morning.  Aren't you all so happy that I keep you up to date on my menstrual cycle.  I know it's vital information for you.