So I haven't written in a while.  Every time I think that I'm going to start being faithful writing in my journal something comes up.  Alot has been happening lately.  I have had to make some very difficult decisions concerning my life and I have been very sad.  I am at peace with myself and God, which is something that is very important to me.  If there is only one thing I have learned, it is that I will find more peace following God's will for my life, as opposed to my own.  That realization does not come easy and does not come without a cost.  But I am on the right path and am trying to heal.

That said, there are alot of things that I'm excited about...

I got a new bike and rode it for the first time this past weekend!  I'm a big girl... no training wheels!  Hehehe!  Actually Dwayne ran beside me the first time I got on it just to make sure I didn't fall.  But I was fine and within a couple minutes I felt again like the kid I used to be.  We had alot of fun and I'm so glad that I could finally do something with Dwayne that he enjoys.

We changed the office around because I got tired of Kathy complaining of it being cold.  She sat next to the window / air conditioner so the cold air had to go through her before it got to me.  Not a good thing when I get hot very easily.  So we sorta switched places and now everything is fine!  Don't tell her this, but today I had the window open and I got a little cold.  Shhhh... that will be our little secret.  =o)

Oh, I also have a new porch swing and it's magical.  Everyone that I say that to looks at me kinda funny but once they sit in the swing they realize what I mean.  It's comfy and peaceful and relaxing.  It makes all your troubles melt away.  Boy did I need that swing!!!

I hate that I'm getting older.  Getting?  Yes  =oÞ